I’m Heartbroken This Morning 💔

Laughing 😂 on the outside and crying 😢 on the inside



  • God is good and He has your daughter in His arms 🙏 Love you and know God is in control 💖💛💙🧡

    Tanisha HallTanisha Hall14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา
  • That’s how i felt when I lost my husband 1-25-2020 I was rushing running trying to make sure every one where they need to be making sure his Funeral was put together nicely and after it was all said and done a free weeks later It felt like he had just died that day but I gave it to GOD AND PRAY EVERY DAY AND HE BOUGHT ME THUR but I really really feel where you coming for I am praying for you and your family Rickey 💕STAY STRONG!!GOD GOT YOU AND GOD GOT HER WISH MORE FATHERS WERE LIKE YOU .

    God sit high and he look lowGod sit high and he look lowวันที่ผ่านมา
  • It's called PTSD. Give yourself time to grieve. God bless you and your family.

    Kathy HardneyKathy Hardney2 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Thanks for sharing, I appreciate your honesty dear.

    GHnine OfelevenGHnine Ofeleven3 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • God Bless you and your daughter and everyone you love. ❤

    Robin JohnsonRobin Johnson3 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Praying for you and your family Rickey and thank God she’s still here

    ellen doggettellen doggett5 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • RS, there isn't a body on earth that can help you. B R E A T H E ! ! ! Everytime you breathe, you say HIS name ! B R E A T H E !!!! C R Y ! ! ! ! Ain't a damn thing wrong with you ! ! B R E A T H E ! ! ! ! V EN T !!!! Your heart is not broken.. just bent a lil . . Unconditionally love you, then your daughter will love you. She will see you are not in pain. Just breathe. My prayer every hour is that my Father 'touch a heart'. My twin boys didn't stay with me. My grandmother (paternal) told me my heart wasn't broken.. just bent a lil . . breathe daughter . I did, and next dawn was a change. Change starts with a breath. B R E A T H E son ! ! ! ! ! Peace ..

    GranuielleHearneGranuielleHearne6 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • World........this is what a good man looks like.

    Chris VallandighamChris Vallandigham7 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Sorry you had to go through this. I am happy you going to a therapist also. You need to talk about it we Love you here in North Carolina. Will keep you in my prayers. God bless you. I am a mother also and nothing is wrong with you. If you wasn't emotional than we would be thinking something was wrong. Stay strong God bless you. Thank God you still have your Daughter. She is here for a reason God has great plans for her. God bless you and your family.

    Van VannVan Vann7 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • We love you and your family...my family is preying for your daughter have a speed recovery...🙏🌹

    Bobbie BrownBobbie Brown9 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Who dislike this message it is heartbreaking to see so many people can not feel this man's pain. Ricky this is not just your pain beloved this is all of our pain. We have to do better in order to be better as a people.

    Kay SmithKay Smith10 วันที่ผ่านมา
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    YVETTE S. JOYYVETTE S. JOY10 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Prayers up prayers go out to Rickey and family much luv and hugs to you, May God help you process and get thru this time a d comfort and keep you the family needs you, Ms Janie and your audience and Morning show. Please help Ricky lord please bless and keep his daughter in Jesus name we pray help him lord. Let his daughter be okay. Love u man.

    Stephanie JonesStephanie Jones13 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

    Latonja MckenzieLatonja Mckenzie13 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Ricky my niece was shot by her boyfriend we thought 4 times until a graze was found in her scalp so 5 times. She survived and can walk too. BTW boyfriend killed himself. God sustained her. Gods got you and your daughter as well. He loves you and we love you too💝

    missdmistymissdmisty13 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • 🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤❤❤🥰🥰🥰🥰!! Bless you Ricky!!!!

    Oluwisayi GOluwisayi G13 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Sounds like he needs to take a couple of weeks off. And go be with his daughter

    Dewayne McDanielsDewayne McDaniels14 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Rickey when you feel this SHUT-OFF and God will come in to ease you through it. I've been here. My Father didn't die tragically but he died over 15years ago and I moved around and didn't address it then, now cry at the thought of his death. Man therapy is key!!!! Thank for your transparency. ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾

    Tajuana TroneTajuana Trone14 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • You were in save my child and hold her up mode initially. Joe reality’s set in and you are feeling the emotions that you’ve been holding in, let go and let God!! Get on your knees and pray until you can’t pray any more. Don’t forget that counseling is always an option. Stay in prayer. ❤️

    L CuevasL Cuevas14 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • It's okay......to.. Grieve....loss of...innocence...control...possibilities....so on...and ..so..on....in doing so...you ..become..Stronger..

    FalcettoFalcetto14 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Rickey. PLEASE get off your grueling schedule to deal with your self... you are experiencing the classic symptoms of PTSD... especially since you've had the same experience of gunshot violence. PTSD is no joke!! It can grip you like a vise... gripping your chest and actually giving you a heart attack! Your mind is not controlled by you... it has it's own response and you're being told by it that you need to stop and take care of it. Please listen... God bless you on the journey to mental stability. Your daughter and you are going to need extensive therapy... have you ever shared your gunshot story with her? You both are wounded veterans in this way-- just like the returning veterans from Afghanistan Gulf War Vietnam Korea WWIl .... you all need very specialized care right now. I'm 72 years old & I too suffer from PTSD. It's real.

    CNiambi SteeleCNiambi Steele15 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • I can only imagine, how you,as a dad is feeling. It’s good that you vented, most men would keep their feelings inside. Take care and talk to a close friend and continue to trust in the Lord to get you and your loved ones through this. This is the time for family to be there to support and pray for your beautiful daughter. GBU

    Nelson GuzmanNelson Guzman15 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Sorry that u have to go through that hope your bby is okay hope u r okay we love u n me n my family will put u n r prayers 🙏

    Ykendrick SmithYkendrick Smith15 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • You just don't know how so wish I could actually reach out to You. I've share a few post but I believe your calling is to Help Stop the Violence by starting With Love! Sooo much violence and there is a Solution and it starts with Giving young folk and parents who lost children a Creative Outlet of Expression which empowers them to Empower others. Man I wish I could speak with you. I feel your pain after loosing a few loved ones to Violence including a Grandmother in Birmingham that I didn't even get to meet after She was Shot by my grandfather before I was born. I've been silently crying for help and have been creating avenues for others to Use the arts to Rise to the Greatness but I lack the support Needed to Launch my efforts outside of Knoxville TN. I would welcome a reply. I was told you may know My Uncle Deon Good and Grandma Queenie from back in in the day. Well until we meet....#loveistheanswer

    Divine Urban eXpressionsDivine Urban eXpressions15 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • God Bless you n your family many hugs from Charleston south Carolina 🌬❤🌬❤🌬🙏

    Stephanise RiversStephanise Rivers15 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Sending love and prayers. It's hitting you now that all the "business" part is taken care of. The family is there. You have to take care of yourself as well. God bless!

    J PJ P15 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • He's truly sad I'm sure "Sad it didn't work eh?

    Saul GainesSaul Gaines16 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Praying for you. This all is happening now because you were so busy getting to her and the family. Now that everything is settling down you are feeling it now. I am praying for you and your family.

    Enid McCoyEnid McCoy16 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Just know you have people you don't even know or have ever met that's praying for you and your daughter. God is still good and no matter what she here and God is healing her more and more every day!!

    Sylvia BeaneSylvia Beane16 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Hang it Bro. Sometimes life brings us many trials and tribulations that overweigh us down.family jobs personal livelihood and Society as a whole is a lot for each individual in the earth were living in today.only thing i ask GOD to do is plz strengthen me in my tribulation period.Stay safe everyone plz 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

    Dwayne JacksonDwayne Jackson16 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • You might need to reach out to a professional to talk to get it out to help you deal with this horrific event, we don't always have to be strong, no you need to go get help, god bless to you and your family and your daughter and mother as well

    Shirley WilsonShirley Wilson17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • PTSD! Please Speak To Someone! Prayers!!!

    Ellen HendricksEllen Hendricks17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Ricky, I've been a fan of yours for some time, but I feel like I need to apologize for not telling you sooner to stop with the profanity, 😔 you don't need it to be successful, you have a gift , use it to the Glory of GOD, give your life to Christ so that you and your family and every little thing that concerns you will be covered in the blood of Jesus CHRIST, life is too short to keep wasting it, it's your duty . 😔 I say these things to you with the utter most love and respect, God bless you and keep you and your family 😔😌

    K MK M17 วันที่ผ่านมา

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    Tammi T the One and OnlyTammi T the One and Only17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

    Tammi T the One and OnlyTammi T the One and Only17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • 🙏🏽❤💪🏾✊🏾

    Slum BeautifulSlum Beautiful17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • My heart go out to you and your family.❤️❤️❤️❤️

    Janet DavisJanet Davis17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • much love to you,

  • Hang in there Rickey, Real people have Real feelings!

    Frelove LiveInLyricsFrelove LiveInLyrics17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • It’s ok to cry let it out . Good for the soul.

    Naomi JNaomi J17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Take care of yourself first.

    Naomi JNaomi J17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    Venesse DeenerVenesse Deener17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Praying for your daughter, you, and the entire family.

    Cool Crafty CreationsCool Crafty Creations17 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • I can imagine what you are talking about i am going though that right now. God bless you. I am holding you and your family up in prayer. God will bring you though this.

    Dawn YoungDawn Young18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • How can I set up a direct deposit royallamonique@gmail.com

    Royallamonique cosmicheavyenergyrainbowgoldRoyallamonique cosmicheavyenergyrainbowgold18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Thank you for being brave enough to be real about what you're going through.

    1ffilctar1ffilctar18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Keep your head up call in your Tribe your closest folk and pray. Praying for you and your family. You need a hug Ricky hang in God is in control. Bless u

    S. P.S. P.18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • You have been in "I have to take care of stuff mode" as well as being in shock. Now reality is setting in. You're doing the be thing get counseling for you and baby girl. Love you Ricky!

    NYC GirlNYC Girl18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Stop making videos to the public. Cry out to God! Talk to him!

    Cluckhead2Cluckhead218 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • I truly understand Ricky. My son was suddenly killed 9/8/2017. My baby was shot down like he was nobody. Try to find some gratitude that the Lord said not now. I truly understand anxiety because i have 2 other children that i worry about all the time. I'm praying for you and the family. And Jesus and Therapy are the things that bring a little comfort. Maybe FMLA canmake it better so you can be there for her when you need to be. Many Blessings and Prayers🙏🙏🙏💖💖💖!!!

    Redd E FoeRedd E Foe18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • My prayers for you and your family, yall will be okay , and just know God will protect you all, none of us are exempted from tragedy, just continue to trust and obey God.

    Marion GrantMarion Grant18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • May God be with you.

    Theresa DobbinsTheresa Dobbins18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Your ok it's normal for you to face it now all your protective mechanisms were in place now like you said it's shifted calmed a little til the next phase and after awhile things will fall back in place. God got her, and you too. Let him do what he do. You did all the right things that were in your power to do. Much love🙏🏼😘

    Angela ButlerAngela Butler18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • That's what happens when you are on that adrenaline high. Now it's like the high is wearing off.. Prayers for you & your family!🙏🙏🙏

    Pivotal PressPivotal Press18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Sorry,to hear of this May God be with you and your family all prayers 🙏 goes up for your daughter

    Demetria JohnsonDemetria Johnson18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Ricky, that's how the brain works. You were so busy taking care of the needed things that your mind had no time to focus on what really happened. you also sound like you have some PTSD. that has surfaced from your incident when you were younger. We are praying for you and your daughter and family. Know that there are people who care about you and don't know you personally but we care and always want the best for you. You are a good guy and father. Give yourself time to grieve about what happen. Its ok to vent. Better to let it out. We love you. God bless you

    Anita BarbeeAnita Barbee18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Love you Ricky ❤️ may God continue to cover you and your family

    C That79C That7918 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • While they talk about all the dead beat dads, this is a black man who truly loves his children. Kudos to him. Love you brother. You and your daughter just hold on, the Lord says he will never leave or forsake you. Hugs and kisses to you guys and much Love.

    Nurse VirgieNurse Virgie18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Rickey Smiley that is the enemy messing with ur head put ur armard on And give it 2 God u know God hath not given us the spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7)

    Jennifer ThomasJennifer Thomas18 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Dear Lord please give Rickey and his family the peace that passes all understanding, continue to provide mental healing to his daughter and the family. I bind the works of the enemy trying to destroy families! You will have the victory, in Jesus name! Amen!

    Nurse VirgieNurse Virgie19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • I know... how you feel.. it's rough.. my nephew was killed 😢 at the club and I was able to get there in time to be holding his hand....to talk to him.. before he passed away 😢 💔 I get it... and don't understand how people could putt thumbs down on this.. Because.. # ANXIETY Is REAL.. You can have heart attack from this.....you can go into a depression stage... like I said b4.. i get it.. all day every day. And my heart goes out to your daughter, you and your family.. it will be a yr. Coming up....next month.. and it's still a mind blowing situation..... Talking about it is good 👍 yess please talk..don't keep nothing inside.. venting is a good thing.... loveislove....have blessed and wonderful rest of your year. And it was good to hear that she's walking.. Amen Amen Amen 🙏🏽 🙏🏽

    Teresa McCainTeresa McCain19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Prayers for you and your family. I absolutely understand what you are feeling. Too soon to come station, after taking care of everyone else, your step should have been take care of yourself. You're not the bionic man, your family reply and need you. Good idea go therapy. Good Bless and keep you and your family in his loving arms. Take Care

    Sandra LylesSandra Lyles19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • She is going to be fine. God has her. God has you! Please take some time to get some help. Take some time to cry. Go to your secret closet and give it to God. You know who He is. He hears your heart. He hears your pain. Cast your cares upon Christ. His yoke is easy and His burdens are light.

    Paulie MobleyPaulie Mobley19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Gos is good all time,

    loo'toot tootsieloo'toot tootsie19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • 🙏 prayers up for you & your daughter Ricky...

    Sandra HarmonSandra Harmon19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Rickey your such a light for us “ ALL “ but your still a man with feelings & then life takes some twists and turns this was so unfortunate thank GOD SHE SURVIVED. Only by the GRACE OF GOD, continue to get the support you need bro and know our thoughts and prayers are ALWAYS with you! Continue to be you Rickey “ transparent “ but most of all a man of faith & so humorous ,gifted & just a wonderful person! Love from Huntsville Al.🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️

    Teresa MurphyTeresa Murphy19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Jesus ❤'s you 🙏🏾

    Brittany BlountBrittany Blount19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • Rickey, you got to take care of yourself. You got to take some time out and gather your feelings about the situation. It's okay for you to feel like you do. Let it out! It's okay to cry. I know it's crazy, but God was in the mist and He worked everything out. Get the help you need! Praying for you and your family.

    Sylvia McCroreySylvia McCrorey19 วันที่ผ่านมา
  • 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾for your family

    Darlene MatthewsDarlene Matthews19 วันที่ผ่านมา
I’m Heartbroken This Morning 💔